this is for you Dar (inside joke)

Today is the second day for me in school, and I feel quite hurt 'cause I felt like a loner. School's been a waste of time, i guess. You see, the lecturers ain't teaching anymore, and since I've out for a week, I have no idea what they are doing. I feel so dumb and useless but I think time is all I need. Give me time to adapt. All I need is time, some time to let myself get used to all these changes, and hopefully they will accept me as how I am. 'cause honestly I feel, I'm not a baddy.

I dreamt of him and I wonder to myself, who is he to me?